Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Monday, July 25, 2016

Books read in 2016

The Final Days, Bob Woodward & Carl Bernstein
Rediscover Jesus, Matthew Kelly
Survivor's Guilt: The Secret Service and the Failure to Protect President Kennedy, Vincent Palamara

JFK: From Parkland to Bethesda: The Ultimate Kennedy Assassination Compendium, Vincent Palamara
Battlefield of the Mind, Joyce Meyer
Let God Fight Your Battles, Joyce Meyer
Earnhardt Nation: The Full-Throttle Saga of NASCAR's First Family, Jay Busbee
Becoming More Than A Good Bible Study Girl, Lysa TerKeurst    
Fervent, Priscilla Shirer      
(Un)Qualified, Steven Furtick       
Preacher Book One, Garth Ennis & Steve Dillon
Hidden Joy in a Dark Corner, Wendy Blight        
From Hell, Alan Moore & Eddie Campbell     
I Know His Name: Discovering the Power in the Names of God, Wendy Blight    
In the Secret Service: The True Story of the Man Who Saved President Reagan's Life, Jerry Parr with Carolyn Parr     
Postal Volume 1, Matt Hawkins, Bryan Hill & Isaac Goodheart
Sleeper Volume 1, Ed Brubaker & Sean Phillips 
Batgirl: Year One, Scott Beatty & Chuck Dixon
Five Presidents: My Extraordinary Journey with Eisenhower, Kennedy, Johnson, Nixon and Ford, Clint Hill & Lisa McCubbin
Five Habits of a Woman Who Doesn't Quit, Nicki Koziarz
Come With Me, Suzanne Eller 
Hope Heals, Katherine & Jay Wolf
Unashamed, Christine Caine 
Undone: A Story of Making Peace With an Unexpected Life, Michele Cushatt
American Pharoah: The Untold Story of the Triple Crown Winner's Legendary Rise, Joe Drape

When God Doesn't Fix It, Laura Story & Jennifer Schuchmann  

Diana: A Closely Guarded Secret, Ken Wharfe & Robert Jobson
Seinfeldia: How a Show About Nothing Changed Everything, Jennifer Keishin Armstrong
The Husband Project, Kathi Lipp
 
Currently Reading: Daredevil: The Man Without Fear, Frank Miller & John Romita, Jr.

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

Monday, July 18, 2016

Books read in 2016

The Final Days, Bob Woodward & Carl Bernstein
Rediscover Jesus, Matthew Kelly
Survivor's Guilt: The Secret Service and the Failure to Protect President Kennedy, Vincent Palamara

JFK: From Parkland to Bethesda: The Ultimate Kennedy Assassination Compendium, Vincent Palamara
Battlefield of the Mind, Joyce Meyer
Let God Fight Your Battles, Joyce Meyer
Earnhardt Nation: The Full-Throttle Saga of NASCAR's First Family, Jay Busbee
Becoming More Than A Good Bible Study Girl, Lysa TerKeurst    
Fervent, Priscilla Shirer      
(Un)Qualified, Steven Furtick       
Preacher Book One, Garth Ennis & Steve Dillon
Hidden Joy in a Dark Corner, Wendy Blight        
From Hell, Alan Moore & Eddie Campbell     
I Know His Name: Discovering the Power in the Names of God, Wendy Blight    
In the Secret Service: The True Story of the Man Who Saved President Reagan's Life, Jerry Parr with Carolyn Parr     
Postal Volume 1, Matt Hawkins, Bryan Hill & Isaac Goodheart
Sleeper Volume 1, Ed Brubaker & Sean Phillips 
Batgirl: Year One, Scott Beatty & Chuck Dixon
Five Presidents: My Extraordinary Journey with Eisenhower, Kennedy, Johnson, Nixon and Ford, Clint Hill & Lisa McCubbin
Five Habits of a Woman Who Doesn't Quit, Nicki Koziarz
Come With Me, Suzanne Eller 
Hope Heals, Katherine & Jay Wolf
Unashamed, Christine Caine 
Undone: A Story of Making Peace With an Unexpected Life, Michele Cushatt
American Pharoah: The Untold Story of the Triple Crown Winner's Legendary Rise, Joe Drape

When God Doesn't Fix It, Laura Story & Jennifer Schuchmann  

Diana: A Closely Guarded Secret, Ken Wharfe & Robert Jobson
 

Currently Reading: Seinfeldia: How a Show About Nothing Changed Everything, Jennifer Keishin Armstrong

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Monday, July 11, 2016

Books read in 2016

The Final Days, Bob Woodward & Carl Bernstein
Rediscover Jesus, Matthew Kelly
Survivor's Guilt: The Secret Service and the Failure to Protect President Kennedy, Vincent Palamara

JFK: From Parkland to Bethesda: The Ultimate Kennedy Assassination Compendium, Vincent Palamara
Battlefield of the Mind, Joyce Meyer
Let God Fight Your Battles, Joyce Meyer
Earnhardt Nation: The Full-Throttle Saga of NASCAR's First Family, Jay Busbee
Becoming More Than A Good Bible Study Girl, Lysa TerKeurst    

Fervent, Priscilla Shirer      
(Un)Qualified, Steven Furtick       
Preacher Book One, Garth Ennis & Steve Dillon
Hidden Joy in a Dark Corner, Wendy Blight        
From Hell, Alan Moore & Eddie Campbell     
I Know His Name: Discovering the Power in the Names of God, Wendy Blight    
In the Secret Service: The True Story of the Man Who Saved President Reagan's Life, Jerry Parr with Carolyn Parr     
Postal Volume 1, Matt Hawkins, Bryan Hill & Isaac Goodheart
Sleeper Volume 1, Ed Brubaker & Sean Phillips 
Batgirl: Year One, Scott Beatty & Chuck Dixon
Five Presidents: My Extraordinary Journey with Eisenhower, Kennedy, Johnson, Nixon and Ford, Clint Hill & Lisa McCubbin
Five Habits of a Woman Who Doesn't Quit, Nicki Koziarz
Come With Me, Suzanne Eller 
Hope Heals, Katherine & Jay Wolf
Unashamed, Christine Caine 
Undone: A Story of Making Peace With an Unexpected Life, Michele Cushatt
American Pharoah: The Untold Story of the Triple Crown Winner's Legendary Rise, Joe Drape

When God Doesn't Fix It, Laura Story & Jennifer Schuchmann 
 
Currently Reading: Diana: A Closely Guarded Secret, Ken Wharfe & Robert Jobson

Tuesday, July 05, 2016

Books read in 2016

The Final Days, Bob Woodward & Carl Bernstein
Rediscover Jesus, Matthew Kelly
Survivor's Guilt: The Secret Service and the Failure to Protect President Kennedy, Vincent Palamara

JFK: From Parkland to Bethesda: The Ultimate Kennedy Assassination Compendium, Vincent Palamara
Battlefield of the Mind, Joyce Meyer
Let God Fight Your Battles, Joyce Meyer
Earnhardt Nation: The Full-Throttle Saga of NASCAR's First Family, Jay Busbee
Becoming More Than A Good Bible Study Girl, Lysa TerKeurst   
Fervent, Priscilla Shirer      
(Un)Qualified, Steven Furtick       
Preacher Book One, Garth Ennis & Steve Dillon
Hidden Joy in a Dark Corner, Wendy Blight        
From Hell, Alan Moore & Eddie Campbell     
I Know His Name: Discovering the Power in the Names of God, Wendy Blight    
In the Secret Service: The True Story of the Man Who Saved President Reagan's Life, Jerry Parr with Carolyn Parr     
Postal Volume 1, Matt Hawkins, Bryan Hill & Isaac Goodheart
Sleeper Volume 1, Ed Brubaker & Sean Phillips 
Batgirl: Year One, Scott Beatty & Chuck Dixon
Five Presidents: My Extraordinary Journey with Eisenhower, Kennedy, Johnson, Nixon and Ford, Clint Hill & Lisa McCubbin
Five Habits of a Woman Who Doesn't Quit, Nicki Koziarz
Come With Me, Suzanne Eller 
Hope Heals, Katherine & Jay Wolf
Unashamed, Christine Caine 
Undone: A Story of Making Peace With an Unexpected Life, Michele Cushatt
American Pharoah: The Untold Story of the Triple Crown Winner's Legendary Rise, Joe Drape

 
Currently Reading: When God Doesn't Fix It, Laura Story & Jennifer Schuchmann

Monday, July 04, 2016

Blitzkrieg

Blitzkrieg
2003-2016

In the early hours of July 1, my 13 year old German Shepherd, Blitzkrieg, passed away.

The last two days of his life, his health rapidly declined. He didn't eat, drink water, he had trouble walking and sitting up. My husband and I scheduled a time on July 1 to have him put down, but he died in the early morning.

I was with Blitzkrieg from when I got home from work on his final day. I made sure he was comfortable, as best as I could, offered him food (which he didn't eat) and water (he drank a little). I stayed awake with him until 2:15 a.m. His breathing was labored earlier in the night, but he seemed to breathing easier when I decided to go to sleep. I slept on the floor about 3 feet away from him. When I woke up around 5 a.m. Blitzkrieg was gone. I just hugged him, said I loved him over and over and said I was sorry. I was sorry that he suffered. I know he was in pain that last day. My big boy, who we had since he was a puppy, was gone.  

About a year and half ago, Blitzkrieg was diagnosed with Degenerative Myelopathy. Degenerative Myelopathy is disease of the spinal cord for older dogs. The symptoms of the disease is limb paralysis, loss of muscle, loss of muscle tissue and loss of bodily functions.

Every day for a year and a half, I helped Blitzkrieg walk around the house. A towel was put under his back legs and I would help stand him up. Blitzkrieg was able to walk with his front legs. He would sit and lay on a puppy training pad to help protect the flooring from accidents. When Blitzkrieg went outside, he used a wheelchair. When he would walk in the wheelchair, it was like he was before the disease was diagnosed. He was able to walk around the yard by himself. It was something that he could do on his own. It always made my heart happy to see him in the backyard walking by himself.

A few months ago I put Blitzkrieg in his wheelchair on the back deck. He just wanted to get down the stairs to walk in the backyard that he caught his left wheel on the corner of a flower box on the deck and it snapped the arm of his wheelchair. His wheelchair was broken and I couldn't fix it. My husband ordered new wheelchairs for him that arrived weeks later, but Blitzkrieg had a hard time with those. Too much time had passed by that he walked on his own, that he had trouble standing and walking in the two new chairs that were bought for him. I realized that my brother-in-law used to work in a shop and could probably fix his broken wheelchair. My brother-in-law was able to fix it within a couple of days. I would take Blitz outside to get in his chair. He acted like he did in the other chairs. He would just stand, shake and finally lose his footing and fall. I knew when that happened that he lost muscle and strength while waiting for new wheelchairs and his old one to be fixed.

My husband and I don't regret putting Blitzkrieg down when he was diagnosed with this terrible disease. Blitzkrieg still had a wonderful life during that last year and half. He loved walking in the backyard. He loved playing with a tennis ball. He loved his food and receiving treats because he was a good boy. Helping Blitzkrieg after he lost the use of his legs, showed me what a wonderful caretaker or mother I can be. I loved Blitzkrieg like a child. He was my child. He needed to eat and visit the vet. He needed to play and be loved. And my husband and I did all of that for him.

I will always have Blitzkrieg in my heart. I will always miss him and love him. He was the best dog anyone could ever have.

Goodbye Blitzkrieg. Until we meet again.

Wednesday, June 29, 2016